Monday, October 22, 2007
He flew.. He flew to Wallaby, the other part of the earth. Thirtyfive days of different atmosphere, different time and different climate. Sigh. Hope that the days could fly, fly to the day he's back.
Watching him walking away from me,further and further, my heart began to sink, sadden. My tears just rolled down my cheek.
I abhor it, I really do.
Tears kept rolling down whenever I'm free, bored and look at my phone. He isnt texting me nor calling me everyday.
It's been a day. I cried when I was alone at home watching tv. Done with the calendar, nothing for me to do, couldnt get into my study as I was way too tired. Slept at 3 in the morning and woke up at 930. Didnt even sleep on saturday until sunday night. Finally, I made it in time for Amos to bring it over to ah liang, The One And Only ThirtyFive Days Calendar with all our photos. He called me, and kept repeating the same words, "Better dont mess with guys." Please, I wont, NEVER! I have trust in him. I really do MISS him alot! It's worst than he is in his camp. ThirtyFive days seem short but it's a month and a week time.
Alright, I'll treat it as my study and working period. I will earn loads of money and treat him a good meal, maybe bring him to The Jewel Box or Hotel Buffet. I know, I'm trying to be convince myself. (:
Watching him walking away from me,further and further, my heart began to sink, sadden. My tears just rolled down my cheek.
I abhor it, I really do.
Tears kept rolling down whenever I'm free, bored and look at my phone. He isnt texting me nor calling me everyday.
It's been a day. I cried when I was alone at home watching tv. Done with the calendar, nothing for me to do, couldnt get into my study as I was way too tired. Slept at 3 in the morning and woke up at 930. Didnt even sleep on saturday until sunday night. Finally, I made it in time for Amos to bring it over to ah liang, The One And Only ThirtyFive Days Calendar with all our photos. He called me, and kept repeating the same words, "Better dont mess with guys." Please, I wont, NEVER! I have trust in him. I really do MISS him alot! It's worst than he is in his camp. ThirtyFive days seem short but it's a month and a week time.
Alright, I'll treat it as my study and working period. I will earn loads of money and treat him a good meal, maybe bring him to The Jewel Box or Hotel Buffet. I know, I'm trying to be convince myself. (:
Will have accompained him for one and a half days! Went to xiao lei's house for mahjong until morning 7. Head to his house after that. Woke up at 11 to be prepared to airport. He wore a sock with such a big hole lah! Was laughing. And he bought 27 undergarments, wore and threw. Sigh. The day has arrived. I cried when I need to go off his side. I dont like this kinda feeling when watching him leaving me.
Take great care sweetheart, dont keep smoking and drink loads of water. Goodnight darl! ):
10:24 PM