Everbody is helping out, starting tmr night. (=

Went to work in the morning as early as 1o. Rushed home to take my books and shower. Was late for english tuition in school, late for half an hour. Took cab to my grandma's hse after that. Yeah! My grandma's god temple festival is starting soon! Preparing everything. hah. But the sad thing that makes me remember is my grandma, daddy's side, used to come every time when the festival started, but not now, never anymore. Sigh. I do miss her! Learn something new is how to upload photo in my blog. I'm just a nerd of com.

Friends is important to me, also my family and boyfriend, that i dont know which is my first priority. To those peoples around would think that i will placemy boyfriend as the first. But sooner or later, it wont be. Should i place friends, work or family first? That's the tough question in my mind. I neglected my friends so much that they might not ask me out often than before. It was my fault, i admit. I love my friends, all of them who i know. Pearlyns char angela mandy daniel caijun venetia mokkie jojo, and lots more. Let nature takes place. Sigh.

I miss my darl. Couldn't meet him when he books out, i supposed. Cause of work. But i will make my time out for you. (=

The three who took mc together.

Guoxiong and darl.

Kenny's dog, winwin, used to be a skinny but it looks chubby now.

He's drinking water like hamster. hah.

Had been working for this few days plus studying. That's why i couldn't blog. Transferred to J8 and it was much better than paragon as the time passed faster. Maybe cause of char and trivia. hah. Went to visit the raj's daughter, Ashlyn Thanaraj, with coach and geoklan. She has a very beatuiful eye, looks like mr raj. Was 2.9kg and her skin was so smooth. Love it. She' pretty, overall. Geoklan has become my netball partner and umpire partner. Met darl on friday even though he booked out on thurs. Kenny drove us, guoxiong and jason to orchard for shopping and dinner. Met jasline, jason's sis and her friend. The next day, went to kenny's hse to meet darl after english tuition with angela teo janice and khengee at school. Kenny drove us around and had meal together. The feeling of going anywhere by a car is so much different, just like taking a cab. Went to compass point to meet my mommy with darl. Shop and walk around cause my daddy went to turf, again. Saw eliza and jimmy, her boyfriend who is liang's pri sch-mate, and we chatting for quite a long time. Had a nice chat with her.

Let bygones be bygones. I dont wish everything ended up in a situation which we dont behave like before. It was my fault too. Kept rejected the meeting. My apology. A friends is better than having an enemy. I love all my friends!
Perhaps i have to be more understanding than i accustomed to. The life in army is making him so stressful and here i am rubbing salt on him. I ought to be more understand. But i dont understand why i cant. Perhaps i cant adapt the situation where he is in army. The time becomes less, not everytime he will reply when you text him. Everything has changed. Sooner or later, i will. He always want to club drink with his friends which i dislike sometimes cause he will neglect me. This i have to understand too. So worried about him of going australia this oct. To trust him, the only thing i can do.

Anyway, i trust him. (=

Went to empire ite macperson netball carnival. It's the secondary and ite carnival. Met geoklan and susan. Candy is not free and so she did not empire the match. I was told that the pay is 12 bucks per hour. To my shocked, the pay is 65 bucks for 3 hours. It's much more than i was told. Met darl for dinner. Darl was with kenny so kenny drove to fetch me at my hse and we had dinner together. After that went tha guys went to play bball at pungool cc with barbie qizhi guoxiong and jason. And i realised that guoxiong is way too tall. He is almost a head taller than liang. Wanted to take photo but failed to. Kenny drove me back after that with jason and liang.
Quarrelled with nike khim. Cause she kept on change my schedule. Was pissed off and quitted. But it was the blame of them so they gave in and i work tmr. It's was my attitude too, i admit.

Worked in the afternoon 2. Luckily there's char to accompany me. Went to meet darl after work. Stayed at his hse. Took cab back and sat at varinice coffee shop with darl zz ernest and lionel. Chatted till 0030 and went to darl's hse till the next day for work. My firt priority? hmm..

Went to dental and i was late again. Raining heavily and went out of hse late. Actually meeting feng at her poly cause she forgetten to bring her wallet but in the end, i never go cause of time. It was quite late after my dental. I got to go back to dental twice a month again. Movement is fast, teeth is getting straighter. Met darl after he booked out. Fetched me at my hse cause he took cab. Accompanied him at his hse and maybe he's going out later again.
I'm so angry and frustrated ystd! The nike in charge, carin, kap-ed my phone! I HATE IT! Cause we were arguing with each other. I promised my coach to be the empire of the ITE tornament but carin insist me to go to work after the tornament, 1830. It's impossible for me to go in a smelly and sticky body. And i will feel so irritated by my sticky and smelly body. They have enough staffs , i doubt cause they didnt ask char to go and she's part of J8 too. I just so angry la. Argh! Fed up. Spoilt my mood. Hope i'm not working on friday. Studied this two days. O's is approaching.. Braces time is getting shorter than what i was told. In less than a year, my teeth is straight. Left the right vampire teeth. Money and studying. Got to work and study hard.

Luckily there's darl to support me (=

Tuition is cancelled cause mr wong is not free. Went out with darl to raffles city. He bought things for me, was so happy. He bought a esprit slipper and tanga for me cause he never buy anything. Went to TCC have oreo cheesecake, oreo frappe, mocha and potato wages with chesse dip. That was so delicious! CHESSECAKE! Thanks darl! I love the gifts and everything! Whenever i'm with you, i got good foods, good gifts from you and i dont have to spend any money. After that, he send me back home and he went to celebrate his uncle's birthday. Accompanied my parent and twiny to have dinner. Bought 7 bitter durians, my favourite! Thanks daddy.
I miss my grandma! So much.. till my tears dropped.

Monday 16July

Went to darl's hse in the afternoon. Was mad at him cause he made me wait for so long. He waited me to go his hse at 1300 but he need to take his things from kenny at compass point, i had to wait for him. Waited for an hour, he still at home. I got so angry and leave the hse to his hse. Bumped him at his hse lift, luckily. If not i got to wait for him again! Watched transformers and had dinner at his hse. Went back home when his daddy drives him to camp. Sigh. He is not booking out this weekend till next week. Gona miss him much! Hugging the pillow he gave me so tight when i sleep. It's a short holiday for me. Starting working soon at J8, maybe this coming sunday. Yet to be confirm. Had a fun day with darl. Fighting.

Kissy you. (=

Stayed at home the whole afternoon. Met xian at orchard for shopping. Darl wana buy something for me, that's why we didn't go out. It's sat! Pissed off. But i meet him at cineleisure for a short while and he got to go for zhang xueyou's concert with jason. And i went to shop with xian. After that went to ah ma's hse.
Reached home, waiting for darl's call. While waiting, i was watching tv, thinking of how i wish i can be a dancer when i saw those dancers dance. Sigh. Darl called after he bathed and we chatted till midnight 3. Planned our day for tmr. It's been for so long that we chatted on the phone for such a long time. Hah.

Feel being left out by them. Misunderstanding led to arguement. It wasn't my fault to back off last min. She booked it so fast that i couldn't confirm my decision. Sigh. Celebration, Pub, Club, they never call me, never even try to ask me. Friends are the one who is with me when i have problems with my relationship espically her. But now, i feel being left out. Can't imagine they are close to them. Anyway, all are my friends, besties. Means alot to me. I know them, yet no one ask me. My heart totally sinks when i know. Overall, they are still my friends, sisters. Just that we aren't so close as before. I MISS Secondary School Life! The way we are so close, in a way that even though there's arguement, we don't even don't care about each other.

And i got my sweetheart too! (=

Firday 13, a bad-luck day but not to me. Smile.

Couldn't blog this few days due to work. Was so excited when darl is meeting me on monday when i was working. He's having half day off. Insisted his friends to go orchard kbox so it's easy for me to meet him. Had lunch and dinner with him. But he could only send me to the train and got to book in at 2230. Time flies when i was with him. Sigh. Make new friends at work. They are so friendly and the working life is not bored there but i got to transfer to J8 soon.
Met darl today in the afternoon after he booked out. Accompanied him the whole day. Went to eat at compass point, that's all. Looking forward to the day to pulau ubin with him and his camp mates!

Finally is a rest day for me after struggling those working days. Got to struggle for my own, braces tuition and everything i want to buy. But i feel satisfied seeing those money i got after a month. Though it's tough, but worth it.

Happy Birthday Mokkie! Totally forgotten his birthday till i saw the news on tv. 11july, 7eleven. Called him and wished him. Luckily is not belated. Cause he's my bestie, overall. Anyway, hope you've enjoyed your birthday to the fullest(=

After all the arguements we had, i realised
He loves me more than i do.

Working in the afternoon. Met darl at night. Not more than 3hrs, he have to meet his friends cause of brandon's birthday. Argued. Sigh. He sent me back at 2330 and went to meet his friends. Perhaps i got to understand and stand in his shoe. I'm giving him more stress than before. I hate him even more till i changed my phone wallpaper. I dont know why i've change to a way that i cant understand his situation. I accustomed to, but not now. Maybe i cant feel it, that's why. Twiny knows, she said is my fault and i agreed. I'm just giving him more stress. Apologised him.

Anyway, nobody will understand but i will. Lovesyou.

Couldn't sleep get back to sleep in the morning 10 so woke up and prepared for swim and gym at uncle royston's condo. Grandma will fetch us there so i went to xian's hse to wait for her as she will fetch us from xian's hse to yun's hse then to uncle royston's hse. Packed everything, reached xian's hse but in the end, grandma was not free as she got to work. Sigh. Stayed at xian's hse till night. Recieved a call from darl, he's booking out at 1930! But got to book in at 2300. It's better than nothing. hah! I went to meet him at his hse. Accompanied him till he go back to his camp. Quarrelled with him cause i want to take a photo with him and he doesn't want. He said his hair is so ugly, asked me to take on friday when he books out. I got angry and ignored him. He came and hugged me. Can sense that he changed alot. hah. Nevermind. A small arguement. Went back home when he went back to camp.

He loves me more than i love him. (=

Tuition has cancelled cause prem is having high fever. But i still got to wake up early. Mommy woke me up as early as 8. Went to redhill to have breakfast. Met darl at 1430. He was still snoring on his bed. He woke up at 1730 and recieved a call from army that he has to book in by 1800. It was too rush for him so he intended not to go back with amos and yaozhong. But the rest who went back couldn't book out if the attendance is not full, thus he went back at last. Sigh. I stayed at his hse and waited for his call to tell me whether he can book out later night but in the end, cant! WTF! @#$%!^&* He couldn't book out till next friday. We met for just 5 hours and i have to wait till next week. Shrng. Wanted to take a photo with him but... I went back home myself and we chatted on the phone at night when he is in the camp. Sigh.

Miss him so much!

Tired sat.
Struggled to wake up at 745 for english lesson taught by ms khalidal. Had breakfast with janice and went to work together cause we working at paragon nike. Craving for the time to reach 1930 as it's the time for me to off work! It's the first day i'm working with janice and will be the last. Sigh. But it's okay. I'm going to transfer to J8 with boon next month.
Met cousin xian, nigel and wenrui at PS after work. Went to hg for pool. Coincidentally, saw guohao and dennis when we were at pool. Chatted, friendly-matched and made new friends for the guys.

Reached home at about 12mn. Got to wake up early for tuition tmr. But i'm meeting darl! smilesmile. D-Day, Dating day(=

Turning 19 soon.
21 August Is My day.
My PASSION: Netball;GD
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