You Make My World Go Round (:

Friday, September 28, 2007

Woke up at 10 by a text from trivia. Luckily she texted me if not i will be very late for work. My work is at 12 to 1800 and i set my alarm at 1215. Dense me. In the end, i was late for 2mins. I changed my shift just because i wanted to have my dinner with my mommy as my daddy might be going to turf. Unexpectedly, he didnt go and bought dinner back for her. So i decided to have my dinner with ah liang since he said he wanted to meet after i have my dinner with my mommy, which has cancelled last min. In the end, we didnt meet. Should have go for the wedding dinner of my aunty (she's young, older than me 8years, i supposed). Regret. Sometimes i wondered what is my first piority. I was confused at times. Ah liang is the first and i will neglect my friends. If my friends is first, i will definately neglect him. Vexed. Just couldnt make up my mind. But of course, i choose him first. A shocking new i get to know from my mommy! Know what, qiu wore SKIRT to the wedding dinner. Whao! I got to buy 4D already. Laughs. Couldnt meet jz as her yeye passed away this morning. So, not meeting her. Hope everything goes well for her, cheer up babe! (= Yup, never go for jojo's celebration as he didnt plan it well and call me. Neither to zouk, jeff's celebration. Perhaps i might not be going to zouk tomorrow. Not having the feeling for club but for mahjong! I want to play for such a long time but dont have the time for it. Well, it is the last day of work for this month. So might be asking kakis for majong. At the same time, i will study too.

Alright, got to bathe now. Ciao!

Hope you guys are having alot of fun time! (=

11:29 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

I Dun Wan To Kiss Anybody Except Her. Really I Swear.By Using My Life. (=

02Feb'03 CNY

Dear yuanyuan, I love you always. Dun Leave me. 10Feb'03

His Love Diary. Small little diary. (=

Wearing his armour cap,ballet. (if i'mnot wrong,it spelled in this)

Went to ah liang's house, off to meet shuntian kenny and terence with him for mahjong at tian's house. And i was watching why why love, the last episode! Tears just rolled down my cheek. It saddened me so much though it just a show. Sigh. Back to his house after that. Had dinner there and watched television. Out of the blue, he asked me "Do you love me alot?" Before i answer him, I asked the same question. He replied "okay lo. Not so much" And i said "No. Just be with you for the sake of together. So you wouldnt feel bored when you booked out. And there's someone to accompany me when i'm bored." He laughed. I read those letters that those girls he flirted with. LY MZ and YT. He still kept his passed letters, so do i. But he didnt know that.(= Also his small little diary. The diary of his was about me, The feeling of him of our first kiss 2002 CNY, first french kiss, and he swore that he will never kiss anyone except for me, and wrote that he dont want me to leave him. I was touched by it. SHY. Later, he wanted me to wear his 'ballet', wrongly spelled if i'm not wrong, the armour cap. I looked so weird and he snapped me with it. So, i did the same thing too. Laughs. Then home sweet home. Bathed, blogging right now.

Let bygones by bygones though it always stay in my mind. I doubted myself, why i love him so much despite of doing so many things that hurt me like i'm-dead-in-his-hand. Sigh.

Got to sleep now. Ciao! (:

11:35 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Met geri at woodland's library. Studied for 5.5 hours until around 1730. Met mk and off to sun plaza just two stations away from woodland. Bought the straws and went to meet feng after she met jo. Took bus back together, and i went to meet ah liang. I was so stunned when i saw ah liang. He had turned red tanned, and thinner. He dont look like he was. I didnt meet him just a day and he turned into like this! After his dinner, we went to meet kenny and guoxiong. They had their dinner at the coffee shop near my house as kenny wants to alter his pant. Those guys played the linked-game at the void deck until 2230 and home sweet home. Yawn.

Was mad at ah liang. He kept rushing me when i'm still showing him the snaps that i took on the mooncake festival. Was so pissed off and i ignored him until reached my house nearby void deck. He even dont care about me when crossing the road, just left me and crossed the road. He kept pestering me until i forgive him. This is the first time he dont care for me when crossing the road. Idiot.

Rejected ah tan twice. I'm sorry. Couldnt make it for shopping on monday and zouk on wednesday. Hope you understand. Will go out with all of you soon! Miss you guys! ):

Alright, got to bathe while waiting for the drama series to be loaded. Ciao! (:

10:35 PM

Our Camera Man, Uncle Eric

Well.. I was really an enjoyment at grandma's house to celebrate the mooncake festival, EXTREMELY FUN! Ah ma have to tiao shen, and it comes two different gods. One is zaizai and the other is bai yi niangniang. Was asking about my study, and he said i have the talent to study well. Yeah, i got to study hard now. Really hard to get in a good course. This year, grandma didnt buy any box of candles and everyone was so disappointed. So, off they went to compass point to buy the candles and foods. But in the end, full hands of foods and drinks but not any candles. Luckily grandpa kept last year remained candles and all the young ones went to play.

After everything, grandma helped us to apply the 'beauty powder' on each of our faces so that our face can be smooth and pretty. Even my mommy and aunties applied it. Soon, we snapped alot of shots and had fun, EXTREMELY FUN! All the grandchildren attended except for ah boy who is working, i supposed. And xian, went off at 2200, missed out the FUN!
Fetched hougang avenue 5 aunties and cousins back home. Home sweet home, bathed and blogging right now. (:

Thought that ah liang will be coming over to my grandm's house. But in the end, never. Because he was too tired after the life saving course which needs to stay under the sun from 800 to 1730. I supposed he will become tanner and fitter than he is right now. He will look more handsome to me! He is the only MAN in the course, the rest is either sergeant or officer. 4 was selected yesterday and 2 officers came in today and he is the only MAN. COOL! I didnt know he is so pro in swim until yesterday. (:

Alright, after hearing those words, i begin to love to study. It's an easy task for me to deal with. Fight for myself! (:

12:19 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Oh well, yesterday was the scary one. Scared by my twiny. Idiot. My daddy's key has lost for 3 days. And we searched the whole house like hell. Yesterday, i woke up and saw the key on the table in the living room, placed so nicely. Fuck and i called both of my parent and qiu, they didnt notice the key and wasnt them who place it there. I was so scared until i locked myself in the room. Chatting with ah liang on the phone until kenny reaches. Then, i went to bathe and off to meet xiao rey at his house. He drove to meet xiao rey, after that ah liang. Went to have lunch at tampines mall, after that to a lama's house, a fortune teller. What he said is kinda true. Well, i got to work really hard for this O's. Sigh. Had dinner near xiao rey's house cause after that we are going to his house for mahjong. Home sweet home. Ah liang alighted first and luckily there's xiao rey to walk with me to the stairs. Was so tired that i'm afraid i couldnt wake up for work tomorrow.

woke up at 915. Was so rushed till i missed the bus and i was late for work. Luckily it wasnt that late, only 5 mins. Now, i'm at grandma's house for celebrating Mooncake Feastival. Everyone attended! Cool. Will blog tomorrow again. Going to compass point. Ciaos! (:

7:47 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

Yup. Went to meet ah liang after his swim. Kenny drove to us back to ah liang's house caused he wants to take his psp. His daddy drove us to kenny's house after that. Off we went to have dinner at kovan cause kenny is meeting a girl, who all of us dont know. Had a quarrelled with ah liang. The thoughts of mine and his is completely different which makes a misunderstanding and miscommunication between us. What he said really hurt me so much. The tears just rolled down to my cheek. Well, it's a very hurting and sad ending of the celebration of our 5th years anniversary. It was supposed to be a romantic one. But because of the incident about my mommy, we decided not to go. Anyway, i did enjoy myself yesterday! (:

Missed out a little enjoyment and fun time is better than an arguement. It's worth it.

HAPPY 5th YEARS ANNIVERSARY DARL! (:
All the hours we spent, all the days we had together, i will remember it.
There's much more for us to go, cherishing the love we have.
Even though it's a sad ending for us, it will be the last, never will happen again.
Love you with all my love (:

1:08 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Went to Marina square for a movie and couldnt see anything nice. Had Anderson's ice-cream. Ah liang cracked the cone of my ice-cream, luckily it didnt drop and still could eat. Belgium chocolate and Cookies and cream. We are really bored while waiting for the time to be reached. Indeed a nice and funny movie. Went to meet Terence Ernest Zhiyang and a guy for Liverpool Vs B.Ham at Clark Quay. After that, went to meet Lexter Brandon and Weilun for a drink at Boat Quay, where the old chocolate bar was. Had a great time with them though i dont know them well. Learnt to play the dies game which taught by ah liang. Loser will drink Martell with green tea. Off to meet kenny and guoxiong at 401. Home sweet home. Bathed and rushed to the bed immediately. It's 430 in the morning. Yawn.

Woke up at 1400. Not going anywhere, but maybe meeting ah liang for dinner. Might be meeting him after his swim with kenny and ernest. And i'm watching over kenny's car cause of the carpark aunties. I was tricked by kenny as he placed his own 'sum bum' behind the front mirror, when i looked down to his car, i thought he was caught again. Went down to check it out, and it was the old one he got! Idiot. Ordered dresses from Jz. Indeed a nice dress. Alright. Have to watch my dvd now. Ciao. (:

A DAY TO GO! YAY! (:

5:38 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Alright. I slept for 12hours! Gosh. This is the first time i've slept for such a long hours ever since i started work. Woke up at 1330. Did some house chores for my mommy but i forgotten to twist the ices for her. She came back and scolded me. She's an ice addictor. At least will eat four rows of ices a day after her work. Had asked her not to, but she still insisted to. Nothing can change her addiction to ice. Met liang and had dinner with his parent and relatives. Dexter came to his house to do something and i'm watching television while ah liang is entertaining him. Home sweet home. Blogging and personal messaging. Sleeping soon.

I'm getting rid of my dark rings! And improving my complexion. (:

Well, everything has cancalled. Not going to cruise or genting. Planning to go next year. Wish nothing will happen again. Celebrating at singapore. Sigh.

YAY! Ah liang will not be staying in at camp for two weeks as he is taking the life guard course which is selected by his sir. 4 platoons, 4 guys is being selected and he is the luckiest one. Every weekdays need to go to the other camp for the course from 900 to 1700. After that, he can go back home everyday. Happy for him. (:

Didnt meet my friends for a long time. Kinda miss them all. But i met mandy today when she was on her way back home. Miss you guys! ):

4 DAYS TO GO! (:

11:35 PM

An Unlucky Tuesday!

It was a tremendous unlucky day!

I was late for meeting my mommy at hougang mall 1530. She nagged and scolded at me on the phone. She even scolded me when i reached in front of so many people. I walked off to a side with my stupid face. Didn't even bother about her and walked behind her until we are back home. Chatted and everything is settled. I lied and i was so upset about it. This is the first time that my mommy scolded me so fierce! Was pissed off and ignored her. Back home, studied my maths until daddy bought back our dinner. Contiuned to study until late night when ah liang called me. Chatted and off to bed after my bathed.

WEDNESDAY

Was working the whole day. Unsurprisingly, vincent didn't meet me. Well, it has been like that, always.

Had an arguement with my mommy as she do not allow me to go genting with ah liang, not because of only the two of us but because of the passport. Supposed to go for cruise but it's so expensive(1100bucks) that i rejected so we decided to go genting which is so much more cheaper. If my mommy still do not allow, we might be going to a hotel for spa swim everything there. I hate her to spoilt it, though it's just a conflict. I dont understand why she would allow qiu to go camping at malaysia but not me. She risked her life to allow her, why not me? I know i should me more understanding that she wouldn't want to risk again. But we can buck up so that daddy won't be able to know. Sigh. Was pissed off and we didn't talk about it as she has sleep when i reached home. Everything will settle tomorrow after ah liang book out in the morning. I want to go! It's the celevration of our 5th years anniversary! I dont wish to ruin it. It's not worth it. ):

Hope everything will be fine after tomorrow. I dont wish anything to happen. After thinking, if we dont go oversea,we will still celebrate together. As long as we are together, i would be fine for me. I'm just making my mommy to be in a so difficult situation which she is so vexed and confused about it. I'm sorry.

YAY! Ah liang is booking out tomorrow morning but i will be meeting him after i woke up. See you later! (:

1:30 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

I'm BACK! (:

Back from chalet! Had an enjoyable day there! Had a mahjong maraton! The adults played throughout the whole day, from 7pm to the next day 6pm. Watching the adults mahjonging is really different from us. Their mind's speed is so fast that they could do a set within a row of tiles which they need to take from. Mommy won 550bucks. She did 13yao! Cool! Bought a urbanmale top for ah boy as his present, shared by we three sisters ah liang and cunjie. His cake is so awesome and unique! It's a sweet picture of them, ah boy and janelle. I will definately touched by it if ah liang bought this cake without me knowing it before he show it out. Mahjoinging chatting singing pokering truthordare-ing everything we does together makes me think of our childhood which we even bathed together! The celebration is indeed an awesome one! Ah boy''s face was full of cream! Thanks to yuanqiu who is so daring that she didnt have any cream on her face, a fierce one indeed. Had lots of fun there. Three years down the road will be feng's and mine celebration which i will invite all my family and friends. Of course including ah liang. Ah liang went back in the afternoon 2 as he need to go Sim Lim Square with his parent whom fetched him from chalet. Checked out on sunday evening. Unpacked everything when reached home, took a bathe and off to meet liang because he wanted me to fold is army uniform which called "Long Fall" if i'm not wrong. Met for 30mins and he has to book in at 2030. Went to hougang mall to buy honey green tea and for my sisters. Was caught in the rain but luckily i'm not drench. Watched 'Why Why Love' and head to bed.

Was working the whole afternoon. Worked with dalima and hafidz whom just transferred from Millenia Walk. Didnt talk much with them but they are quite friendly. Vincent called me out of the blue and said that he will be meeting on wednesday when i am working full shift. I was so surprised and stunned by it as i thought he could have forgotten about me. Knocked off at 1830 and went back home. Had dinner with my parent at 401. Reached home,watched television and chatted on phone with ah liang for quite a long time. Head to bed after my bathed.
Time really flies. Ah boy and yuanshi has already 21 and sooner, feng and i will be. Eventually, yuanli's turn. And my grandparent aunties uncles and parent will be getting older and older. Hope there's one of us can take over grandma's three factories so that she could enjoy her blissful life. Dont have to drive around and have troubles on her. Really miss my childhood's life. No worries and no problems. Everyone of us will gathered at grandma's house early in the morning when we woke up. Had breakfast lunch dinner together. Watched cartoon together, bathe together play together. Such a memorable days to me. I love every single one of them! Really enjoyed the chalet so much! (:

Ah liang willing to go my family's chalet which is celebrating ah boy's 21st birthday. He always dont want to go as he might feel shy and embarrassed but not this time. He chatted with my mommy when both of them are smoking at one corner, my uncle and someof my relative like they know each other for quite long. It's a good thing! Becoming part of my life. (:

7:38 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY LULU! (:

Had dinner with my mommy. Ah liang is not meeting us as he needed to wait for amos. Went to hougang mall to eat and shop. Met feng and cunjie who is waiting for xian and nigel. Four of them are going to ah boy's chalet but not me. I have to wait for ah liang and buy a present. Went to meet ah liang at ten. Took cabby back home with him, off he went to meet amos, who lives the same block as me, to aljunied. Supposed we are going to the chalet after he comes back from aljunied with his friends but i fell asleep so decided to go there tomorrow afternoon after we go shop for a present. Sigh. All my cousins is there to enjoy for a night!

If isn't that close and important to me, i wouldnt have shed a tear. (:

He hugged me and said,"You still have me."

Got to prepare myself to shop and chalet. Will update soon! (:

Nine Days To Go! (:

12:31 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

Woke up at 11 by mandy cause she couldnt view my blog. Anyway, it's okay. Chatted with her in personal message, our SECRET! (: Was damn bloodly tired still. But i have to study now. Chatting on phone with tan. And char is at her house. Explained everything. Forget about it. I dont wish to hear anything anymore. Disappointed, really did. I dont know how to describe. Alright, let bygones be bygones. No more mentioning about it, anymore. Deleted from my mind now.

YESA! Ah liang is booking out soon. He had changed his guard duty with his friend which is on two weeks later. WhoaHoo! Meeting him later but he might be joining my mommy and i to have dinner. Got to study now. Just a short morning, so many things happened. Sigh.

See you later, ah liang! (:

5:29 PM

Caijun Venetia Pearlyn And Me

Threesome

Cheers!

Joey And Me

Making a Wish

C.H.I.J.M.E.S : Restruant ; Bars ; Shops

Eighteen's lady with me (:

5 MOS. (except for feng cause she has chalet)

Fell asleep while texting. Woke up in the afternoon 1315. Went to bathe, off to xian's house. Took the dvd back to return angela. Had a fabulous maggie mee cooked by my aunty. She added alot of ingredients which i never eat with so many before. Watched the taiwan's drama series at her house until cp called me, accompanied him at the 'tui na' caused he sprained his ankle. Bought my parent's dinner, went back home. Studied maths. Went out at 1915 when i'm supposed to meet angela pearlyn teo daniel alex jojo kayin at city hall 1930 for angela's celebration. But i was damn late, so they went off to C.H.I.J.M.E.S without me. Pearlyn venetia caijun went to collect the cake at suntec. Had an enjoyable dinner. Took alot of photos, prunk on angela.(though it's childish) Off to IndoChine with all the ladies for Ladies Night Truth Talks. We spoke all the truth but not lies. Yea, everyone knows about it now. It's way too embarrassed to tell them. Drank TLC, a cocktail. We ordered different cocktails to try out. And i love mine! It's so sweet. (: Home sweet home. Bathed and personal messaging plus blogging. Head to bed after this.

Alright. Both of you told me not to, so i shall stop getting near to you. Maybe i should listen to what they said. A signal which asked me to STOP! Perhaps, it might harm me so i'll listen. Not going to chalet tomorrow cause mommy will be alone at home if three of us go. So i will be the sacrifice one, and i'm willing to be, to accompany my mommy at home. In order for me to study too. Haven't been studying. Sigh. Might be going back to mr wong's tuition. Will be stopping work when october reaches so i can chiong my study for a month. Hopefully i can get in culinary and catering course!

I have to wait for a night to see you. It's been so long that we didnt meet. I miss you so. ):

TEN DAYS TO GO! (:

1:46 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

HAPPY TWENTYONE BIRTHDAY COUSIN BOY AND EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY PREM! (:

AFTER GYM

Was working yesterday. Went to grandma's house after work caused of chuyi. Had a great gathering there. It's been so long that i never go there! Thanks girl girl for helping me with my blog. I was stunned after what she had done. Daddy fetched all of us back home at around 2200. Went to bathe and head to bed immediately.

Woke up in the morning 11. Went to gym with xian. Thought that she couldnt wake up but she did! Went to run and found out that my stamina has dropped horribly! I ran for 10mins 9.0 for my speed, and i feel like i'm dying. Also, my weight has imcreased. Damn! Went back home to prepare for work which starts at 1400 but i was late for 15mins. Damn bloodly tired! I'm always the late queen. Luckily is dalima and hafidz, who came from millenia walk, is the first day they worked. Home sweet home. Finally, i'm off tomorrow untill sunday. Cause ah boy's chalet! Watched the taiwan's drama series again, the 8th disc. I was touched by it, tears dropped. Silly. Personal messaging with chunping cause he couldnt go for zouk with his friends as he sprained his ankle. Laughs. I'm gona rush to bed after my bathe later! (:

Small arguements with ah liang cause of vincent. Those donkey years ago's matter which i didnt tell him about it. So coincidence that ah liang and vincent is in the same camp. 41th SAR kranji armour camp. It's all donkey years that made both of us quarrelled. But nothing happened to us. He fell asleep while texting with me. I hate him for singing so loudly on the phone when i was still talking to him! Childish. So angry with him! Pissed off and spoke up to him and he acted like nothing has happened.

Okay, tomorrow got to meet up for angela's birthday celebration at CHIJMES. But i'm broke now. Had to take money from my daddy. AH! I hate the feeling of no money. Sigh.

YES! Ah boy's chalet is approaching and ah liang is booking out on sat morning! He might be selling his guard duty again, but it's not worth it. It costs around a hundred man! I'm so excited to see him. Miss him much much! (:

1:21 AM

Monday, September 10, 2007

Was back home late so i didnt blog. Went to daniel's house for mahjong in the afternoon 1530. Supposed to meet up at caijun's house but out of the blue, caijun wanted to change the venue of meeting. After that, went to meet ah liang at his house and had dinner with his parent at Kallang's Taiwan's Porridge. Met kenny and guoxiong after that. Kenny drove us to 401 for dinner. We are just accompaying them. Saw chanel and caifeng with their friends. We did talk but just for a short while. Went back home after that.

Working the whole day, tired. Met jojo and he bought a present for my birthday. Was rushing back home cause today is the last day fo the seventh month. Had dinner with my parent. Chatted on phone with ah liang. Watched 'Why Why Love', a taiwan's drama series, acted by yang chenling, and now i am blogging. Heading to bed after this.

Sorry mandy! I really couldnt make it for jiamin's chalet. Sorry! I need to meet ah liang as he got to book in in the early morning which i cant meet him. Sorry, i'm not ps-ing you. You are an understanding lady yea! (: Dont angry at me. Smile.

I miss ah liang! Time passed so fast when i was with him. He send me home after dinner caused kenny fetched each of us back. This is the first time that i dont bear him to leave me so early. I thought i had accustomed to it, but it isn't so. He will be going to walabi, australia, in a month later. Already preparing for the things that he ought to in his camp. That's fast. And i'm gona miss him so much! It's a 5 weeks trip! What a long trip. Sigh. ):

10:05 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007

HAPPY ONE MONTH OLD ASHLYN THANARAJ (:

Woke up at 11 to prepare myself to The Raj house for thier first daughter a month old's celebration. Saw alot of teachers there which i couldnt believe. Met geoklan at tampines mall with qiu after that we took cabby there. Candy and two of her friends, who looks familiar to me, came. Chatted and eating, around 1530, we went back. All go to the different places. I went to work, qiu went back to sengkang, candy and geoklan with the two friends went to play mahjong, i supposed. I was late for work like 40mins. Trivia scolded me but with smile and laughs. So i think she is not really scolding me. Was woking till 2200 and took bus back. Home sweet home. Watched television.

I just met new friends. I shouldn't have said so much. I'm kinda straightforward. When i'm tired, all sort of rubbish words will comeout from me, i dont know what i am talking about. Damn! I'm really tired at that time to say so much things. Sigh. Should just keep my mouth shut. Mandy, you aren't irritating me. I would want you to ask me out often yea. Anyway, a nice gathering. (:

Ah liang is not booking out today but tomorrow morning. I still couldnt make a decision for going to jiamin's chalet on sunday evening. Also mahjong at caijun's house. There is so many things for me to do and go. But, of course, i will accompany ah liang. He have to book in at monday morning. Will make my decision tomorrow. Vexed. But i'm so happy that ah liang is booking in the morning! (:

Hugs And Kisses-

12:46 PM

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Working at 12pm and i was late for 5mins, again. But trivia didnt scold me. Ystad i was late for 5mins, khim scolded me for that. Just deduct my money if you are not happy with it. Also, i didnt have my first meal today, trivia allowed me to have eating break but khim dont allow. I didnt eat because i slept very late last night. Still, i prefer trivia. She even let me knocked off at 1700 cause i have class gethering bbq at pasir ris park. It's organised by daniel as pinto and khalidal wanted it. Actually i'm going to have dinner with my mommy cause my daddy went to turf. But my aunty wanted to meet her for dinner so i went to meet feng at nearby hougang mall's bus stop, as she was at cunjie's house, to pasir ris park at 1900. Was very late and we took cabby from pasir ris. Then we realised that the peak hours hasn't end, but it's okay. Not really having fun but we did chat about our different life.

Mandy left the bbq early for chunping's day at Zouk, and i cant make it cause ah liang dont allow. We quarrelled about this till he wanted to break up with me. We really broke up. But i kept texting him and argued with him why there's a need to break up for this. And if it's really worth breaking up, let's do it. Eventually, we didnt. I know there's a limit. I went to Zouk on wed but it's chunping's day. Not because of the sake that i want to go but it's because of chunping's day. Yes, we just know each other for less than a month, perhaps two weeks, and he is a guy. I understood his feelings and thoughts but he has to trust me. Anyway, i chose not to go in the end as he is my boyfriend but chunping is just my just-known friend. Everything has settled. Well, hope mandy and friends are enjoying themselves to the fullest. (:

Even if it happened on me, i wouldnt want to break up to solve any problems. It's really not worth of doing so. I would rather communicate to solve than break up. It's foolish. Maybe the loves within us is not strong enough. Sigh. I shall forget about this. Anyway, he is booking out either tomorrow or sunday. I miss him so much! I need his warm hug and loves. (:

I want to be a matured lady, not a childish and mischievous girl who i am now. I'm a lady, not a little girl anymore. ( At least i'm trying ) (:

12:28 AM

Friday, September 7, 2007

Happy birthday Joanna and Chunping! (:

Was pissed off when going to zouk. I dont understand why they wanted to lie to us. As if there's something that they are hiding from us. Met char pearlyns feng alex lionel venetia vanessa and venetia's cousin at zouk. Later on kenny sweesiong terence ernest jinyong jeremy joanna is there too. This is the first time that happened to me when club. Willie vomitted and had to be outside waiting for him to be awake but in the end, alex and feng took cabby brought him home. Secondly, mandy got into fight. Lastly, BEFORE 12 pearlyns and char went to St.James because char's friend is coming to fetch them. Dance till the music stopped. Took cabby back with mandy chanel chunping and jeffery. Anyway, it's crazy after all the happening! (:

Woke up at 1330. Couldnt get up to meet sweetie. Apologised her. Went to work and i was late. Didnt have any meal today but a crispy chicken and honey green tea. Home sweet home and now i'm blogging after my bathed. Chatted on phone with ah liang.

What is friends are for? Is it will call you when going out, will be there when you are in need? Seriously,what are friends for?

I dont even know what i'm doing. They will take good care of you. Indeed a nice friends. They treats you in a way like you are their girlfriend. And he doesnt like me get to close to guys. But i like to hang out with them, it's really very enjoyable.

Mandy and her friends is the best friends to club together! (:

12:59 AM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Chatted with ah liang last night till 130am. Couldnt get off my bed and continued to sleep till 10 when i supposed to wake up at 945 for dental appointment at 1145. And i was late for 15mins, again. Finally i paid to a thousand. Went to hougang mall to buy lunch for my mommy. Saw wanshi and yining there. Chatted with them while waiting for my foods to be ready. Went back home after that. Tuition is cancelled so stayed at home with my parent and yuanqiu. Meeting mandy at compass point now. Will update tomorrow. Got to prepare myself to Zouk! (:

Alex, char wanted to go to MOS which i dont want to. So abit of arguements. Anyway, MOS is stricter than Zouk. Tan is using friend's IC so it's safer to go Zouk. I know that Zouk didnt provide free drinks but it's much more fun to me. Will go Mos next time when tan is eighteen.

See you guys later! (:

8:23 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Was rushing to work and didn't bring my phone out. Dense me. I was waiting for bus almost 10mins then i realised that i didnt keep my phone with me. Was so abashed when walking back home again as there are alot of peoples saw me walking away the stop and back again. Met cunjie in the bus, chatted with him till he reached his school. Was late for work but trivia didnt scold me. Working FULL shift and no one accompany me to the bus stop after work. I was shivering while working caused the air-con was really cold. I wore my jacket but it just couldnt keep me warm. So i asked trivia to buy a hot milo for me and she bought a 5BUCKS hot chocolate for me at coffee bean. I rather take cabby home than drinking this hot chocolate. Met petrina and yushuang at the bus stop! It's so coincidence. I met petrina twice in the bus and we chatted our primary school memories. It's was so memorable. I miss caroline who i cant keep in contact with and was my childhood sister. Home sweet home. Blogging and personal messaging when reached home. Have dental appointment tomorrow morning. Have to get up early again.

I thought that char dont want to work with trivia that's why she wants me to replace her but i was wrong. We texted each other and found out that is boon wanted to give her a surprises which neither char and i know. I doubt char was touched by it. (:

Ah liang didnt text me after the last reply at 1830. Sigh. I'm waiting for his text. Hope everything goes well for him in Tekong where his training held. And he has to sleep on his tank. Takecare Sweetheart! (:

YAY! Tomorrow is Ladies Night and i'll be going to Zouk again! Enjoyment time! (:

11:30 PM

Monday, September 3, 2007

Didnt have tuition ystd, again. Mr wong didnt reply prem's text and answer his call. I supposed he still either sleeping or dont want to teach us anymore as he keeps giving sort of excuses which is unbelievable to me. So prem and i still meet up at compass point for studying. Went back home after that. Feng called me for mahjong at our aunty's house but i dragged the time until 4pm. Had a fabulous dinner there. It's really scrumptious! Something was wrong with xian. And helped my aunt to tell everything that she wanted to him. Sigh. It's really knotty. Something happened, which i couldn't believe in my own eyes but i have to. It's tangible that i couldn't imagine it. I was like a dream, but i have to believe it. I cried when i saw this situation, my heart was sadden. I abhor it to happen in my family and friends. This is the first time that happened in me. Though it's kind of exaggerated but it's true. Daddy fetched three of us back home. Working tomorrow so i slept early. (:

Working FULL shift! Caused khai couldn't work and trivia didnt notice that nicholas is working at parco so she didnt ask someone to replace the night shift which gotten me into full shift. But it was a time-flies day and i can earn more money. (: Get to know alot of things through mw. I'm really too naive to trust people so easily. I might get into trouble and backstab though all the stuffs there are amicable. To be honest, i still prefer working with trivia though she makes use of me. But the ambience is totally different. Working with trivia is more tiring but the time flies which is not bored at all. She can rubbish with us but not khim. After she shouted at me so loudly, i really got angry and hurt. It wasn't what i wanted to do that but it's so coincidence that we two went into the store together to take stock. Anyway, let bygones be bygones. All i can do now is to shut up. I'm working full shift again tomorrow. I believe that char lied to me, she just dont want to work with trivia but why she has to lie to me that she going out with boon which might be true. Anyway, maybe she must have her own difficulties. I trust my bosom friends! (:

Had a chat with darl before he goes to sleep. Miss him so much! He couldnt book out on this weekend! But nights out on sunday, just a short while. Sigh. Hopefully the nights out will be a longer time so that i can meet him! (:

Let bygomes be bygones. Nothing i can do to help but i'll try to. (:

I miss you so, darl. ):

11:47 PM

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Was working the whole day ystad. Darl came to fetch me back home from work with xiaorey and guoxiong. We took cabby back. Was a tired day as i have to vacuum the floor cause the store is doing some constructions, it was really damn dirty with alot of sands. Knocked off at around 2230. Went to the posb bank at 11 to change my bank book as it couldn't update cause i didnt update my book for years and update my card to master card. Went back home to meet feng and cunjie to my grandma's house cause it's her birthday. Happy Bithday Ah Ma! (: Went to Mac to have lunch with them. After that i went to meet ah liang to Suntec for the IT fair. I bought a Creative Zen V Plus Mp3. Finally! Also bought a Zen Stone for my mommy. Finally i got my own Mp3. (: Met caijun venetia vanessa kenny lionel jason and daniel(yandao) at the IT fair. Jojo is working there too but i didnt see him. Went to have Mac again with ah liang jason and kenny. Stayed at liang's house till tomorrow morning when he is booking in to camp.

My cousins and aunties is going to Kbox tomorrow which i couldnt make it cause i need to go for tuition! Angry. But nevermind. I can go with them again. But i still wanting to go! I asked opinion from ah liang and he answered to tuition. So i supposed i'm going to tuition than kbox. Perhaps i can meet them up after my tuition. (:

Hasn't reply her message cause i was way too tired but she asked me to reply when i'm free to. It's kinda weird feeling to see her in school. We dont even say a hello to each other, though we studied in the same school from 4 years. Maybe time can bring us closer and not that shy. (:

Thanks darl. I really appreciated you for fetching me back home. And how you treat me. Being patience with me when i was choosing Mp3 as i took a long time to choose. I just love the way you are. But i hate you for not planning the day and made me rush here and there. Undecide to where i suppose to go. Sigh. Anyway, thanks. Lovesyou. (:

1:50 AM