Saturday, September 8, 2007
Mandy left the bbq early for chunping's day at Zouk, and i cant make it cause ah liang dont allow. We quarrelled about this till he wanted to break up with me. We really broke up. But i kept texting him and argued with him why there's a need to break up for this. And if it's really worth breaking up, let's do it. Eventually, we didnt. I know there's a limit. I went to Zouk on wed but it's chunping's day. Not because of the sake that i want to go but it's because of chunping's day. Yes, we just know each other for less than a month, perhaps two weeks, and he is a guy. I understood his feelings and thoughts but he has to trust me. Anyway, i chose not to go in the end as he is my boyfriend but chunping is just my just-known friend. Everything has settled. Well, hope mandy and friends are enjoying themselves to the fullest. (:
Even if it happened on me, i wouldnt want to break up to solve any problems. It's really not worth of doing so. I would rather communicate to solve than break up. It's foolish. Maybe the loves within us is not strong enough. Sigh. I shall forget about this. Anyway, he is booking out either tomorrow or sunday. I miss him so much! I need his warm hug and loves. (:
I want to be a matured lady, not a childish and mischievous girl who i am now. I'm a lady, not a little girl anymore. ( At least i'm trying ) (:
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