Sunday, July 15, 2007
Reached home, waiting for darl's call. While waiting, i was watching tv, thinking of how i wish i can be a dancer when i saw those dancers dance. Sigh. Darl called after he bathed and we chatted till midnight 3. Planned our day for tmr. It's been for so long that we chatted on the phone for such a long time. Hah.
Feel being left out by them. Misunderstanding led to arguement. It wasn't my fault to back off last min. She booked it so fast that i couldn't confirm my decision. Sigh. Celebration, Pub, Club, they never call me, never even try to ask me. Friends are the one who is with me when i have problems with my relationship espically her. But now, i feel being left out. Can't imagine they are close to them. Anyway, all are my friends, besties. Means alot to me. I know them, yet no one ask me. My heart totally sinks when i know. Overall, they are still my friends, sisters. Just that we aren't so close as before. I MISS Secondary School Life! The way we are so close, in a way that even though there's arguement, we don't even don't care about each other.
And i got my sweetheart too! (=
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